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| Saturday sucked, big time. >.> So I guess I can whine to the non exsistant people who read this. I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while v.v you can hate me I don't care. But yeah things are pretty much the same around here, same family, same stupid rules, same sterotyping etc... Yeah well now, I talked to my mirror, in the bathroom. I think I'm going crazy without human contact, this is worse than Christmas break. Nobody will talk to me, not even my own family. I mean like a few words, but not an actual conversation, just commands. I just noticed this, We've had a few modrately long conversations but nothing like what we usually have. >.> So I talked....to the mirror....I think I'm going crazy. | | |
| Yeah I haven't been on for like ever. But thats ok cause I have nothing to say. So basically...uhhh hi oh and I did get more music on my mp3 The Fray and Snow Patrol and one song by Papa Roach...Thats it.... | | |
| Happy New Year! Akemashite Omedetou!!! Last night was fun! Eiko showed me how to make riceballs so we had oniguru for new years ^-^ yummy. But Eiko called her family and her grandma is in the hospital T-T I hope she gets better. | | |
| Malchik Gay means 'Gay Boy' in Russian. So now this song totally makes sense.
Malchik gay
Malchik gay, malchik gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay, malchik gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Handsome
Tender
Soft
Why do you look right through me
thinking
"No"
I can't deny my feelings
Growing strong
I try to keep believing
dreaming on
And every time I see you
I crave more
I wanna pull you closer
closer
closer
closer
but you leave me feeling frozen
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Choking
Back emotion
I try to keep on hoping
for a way;
a reason for us both to
come in
close
I long for you to hold me
like your boyfriend does
and though my dream is
slowly fading
I wanna be the object
object
object
object
of your passion but it's hopeless
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay, malchik gay, malchik gay
Malchik, malchick
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay
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| Well I got the pills so I'm not gonna die you can all put up your black. I know you're dissapointed but sorry I'm not planning on dieing just yet. Anyways it's christmas eve ^-^ and I'm excited. I can wait until night then waking up in the morning! Yey! (yes for all you people who think I hate christmas, I'm over my hateful christmas loathing it's usually only the first couple of weeks of december) ^0^ pwned | | |
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